suicideBeauty

It's been a long cold winter without you I've been crying on the inside over you Just slipped through my fingers as life turned away It's been a long cold winter since that day It's hard to find Hard to find Hard to find the strength now but I try And I don't want to Don't want to Don't want to go on and speak now Of what's gone by Cos no matter what I say No matter what I do I cant change what happened No matter what I say No matter what I do I cant change what happened You just slipped through my fingers And I feel so ashamed You just slipped through my fingers And I have paid Cos no matter what I say No matter what I

How I needed you How I grieve now you're gone In my dreams I see you I awake so alone I know you didn't want to leave Your heart yearned to stay But the strength I always loved in you Finally gave way Somehow I knew you would leave me this way Somehow I knew you could never stay And in the early morning light After a silent peaceful night You took my heart away And I grieve In my dreams I can see you I can tell you how I feel In my dreams I can hold you And it feels so real I still feel the pain I still feel your love I still feel the pain I still feel your love And somehow I knew you could never, never stay And somehow